Pergilah sayang....

As I sip my morning cup of Nescafe,my eyes wandered to the field on the other side of the road fronting my window. The sky is dull grey with a hint of coming shower. The green  carpet of the padi field stood quietly still. No bird could be seen hovering over  it . Not like yesterday . A white big bird was seen fluttering its wings just above the ground. Its solitary presence was a bit different from normal. When there was a flock of them. Wings gaily flapping in the wind. 

Ahh ,I am like that solitary white bird . Alone. No one with me these days. And I lead one sedentary lifestyle.Except for the presence of cikli. No kids, no visitors,no friends. 

Ehhh wait. I have.. many friends. Those 3 anak bulus from KL would be my friends for now. Koko. Ayang ang their mother have come to stay. Cikli has decided to keep them rather them let them be adopted. Together with Bu,Monkey and Teh.

Kesian katanya. Tak sampai hati nak bagi orang. 

Kita tak tau orang tu bela macam mana. Mau dia lepas depa dok bawah rumah, jenuh. Budak2 tu mana tau apa apa. 

At first cikson disagreed. I was adamant not to have them. Letihlah nak urus depa nanti. I said.

But after a few days attending to them I feel for them. Those pleading eyes. Those innocent faces.I succumbed to cikli's plan.Redho sajalah. Mungkin depa bawa sinar dalam hidup ku nan sunyi ini.

Yesterday cikson sole handed revamped the cages housing them. From three separate cages, I combined them into one bigger cage. More room for them to stretch. 

Wahh..mama buat sendiri ka? Sorang sorang? Came my daughter's question.

Yeay! I did them. Myself. Tapi sakit jugalah belakang and my dainty fingers. So too my brains ...haha

Well... I dont like to work with people who grumbles. With oooh and aaah when solving problems. Quiet is my preference.I excel when I can think peacefully. No distractions.Gitew.

Hmm, its quite an accomplishment. So I congratulated myself. Yehaaa. Alhamdulillah.

Late evening, the on goings in Perak state assembly caught my attention. Pulak dah..macam2 lah orang politik ni. Hang gang sana, aku gang sini. Macam macam. Poninglah.

We have yet to know whether the PKPB is going to end or not. No news as yet. Yet the 6 of December is a day away.

Hope its going away. I need to get away from here sometimes. To be with my children in the capital.

And as I was writing this, The radio is blasting Kaer's song... Pergilah Sayang..... How apt.

The song is Izinkan ku Pergi by the way...

Since AF day, This cool guy was my fav. Love his soothing voice. 

Bye. Have a pleasant weekend guys. No oooh and aaah when solving problems ya. 

Leave them out!

Semalam, lalu di timeline Fb satu video yang tak gemar ku lihat. Tak gemar sangat sangat. Tersentak rasa jiwa.

Kenapa jadi begitu? Aku terbawa sampai tidurku.

Kasihan ku jatuh buakn pada suami, atau isteri, tetapi kepada anak. Why? Kenapa bawa anak utk jadi penonton kepada adigan suami isteri.

Suami/isteri curang selalu benar berlaku disekeliling kita. Suami/ isteri menerjah pasangan di bilik hotel  siap dengan mevideokan adigan pernah terjadi dan jadi tontonan ribuan.  Jadi hot stuff dan bualan jutaan.

Tetapi membawa sekali anak masa menerjah pasangan dan berlaku jerit menjerit, maki memaki itu satu perkara yang tak berapa nak berkenan. In fact aku sesalkan. Why heret anak jadi saksi kepada kecurangan ibu.

Dont they know t what extent this episode of their war would affect their child.

Nampak wajah terpinga pinga anak itu aku jadi kesian sangat. 

Sampai tualah anak itu akan dihantui kejadian itu. Menjadi saksi kepada kecurangan si ibu. 

Curang dengan pasangan , berlaku perceraian , berleret leret hingga naik turun mahkamah, jadi berita dan tontonan. Ngeri memikirkan. Semoga semua itu dijauhkan dari anak menantu cikson yanh cikson sayangi. Jauhi dari cucu2 ku juga.

Bukan sedikit yang aku lihat, merana hidup orang yang curang dengan pasangan. Anak2 menjadi tidak ketahuan. Diri yang curang itu pun tak sempurna kehidupan. Macam macam masaalah membelit badan dan fikiran.

Ehh boleh lah cikson kata  kerana tak diuji sedemikian.

Let me tell you this. Dalam perkahwinan, mana pasangan tak diuiji. Its how we handle , how e think about our children's future made the difference. Orang hodoh dan biasa biasa pun ada godaan. Nasib dan sabar juga kemaafan yang buat perkahwinan bertahan. Kalau tak, bertabur sekerat jalan.

Leave the children out! Thats what I like to tell couples in dilemma . Nak serkup pasangan yang curang , buatlah. Tapi dont bring your son. This is what I would tell the anguish husband. 

Thats all folks. Bye. Salam Jumaat.

RBF.... satu fenomena/sindrom

 Perhatikan gambar2 google ni.

Apa pendapat anda tentang tuan punya muka2 itu. Berani kah anda nak tegur mereka. Ya kebanyakan mereka ini semula jadi nampak sombong@ kelat. Walau sebenarnya mereka tidak.

Syndrome ' resting Bit** face' ni dihidapi ramai orang. Mereka yang tergolong begini mempunyai air muka sombong. Tak perlu dibuat buat. Sentiasa begitu. Begitu Takdir Ilahi ,apa nak katakan.

Me too  terdiri dikelompok mereka. Ramai orang tak berani nak tegur. Serius selalu. Tambah tambah tak pandai menutur kata kata. In other words pendiam/ pemalu.Lebih lebih lagi depa ingat bekas GB tentulah sombong/serius. Hihi.

GB kan kebanyakannya serius raut wajah kerana banyak berfikir. Nak hoha hoha, pelik pulakan.Ingat lagi tak watak Cikgu Bedah dalam Adik Manja.Serius memanjang.

Dalam pada itu, Resting Bit** Face ni ada kebaikannya. Tak mudah kena tifoo. Bila oarang tak berani approach, peluang utk dia kena adalah sedikit kurang. Contohnya.. lalu kat mall. orang yang hulur pamphlet cukup berwaspada nak hulur kat orang yang bermuka kelat.

Begitu juga orang nak pinjam meminjam.Duit atau sebagainya. Fikir banyak kali nak approach orang begini.

Kebanyakan orang orang aristokrat pun ramai punya air muka ini. Perasan tak. 

Sebenarnya resting b**ch face ni boleh diminimal kan. Ada operation letak fillers, bagi yang berduitlah. Yang tak ada fulus mulus,boleh buat exercise. Amalan membaca ayat2 suci /doa juga .

Anda tergolong tak dalam kumpula berwajah RBF ni. Atau anda golongan bertuah mempunya resting nice face @ RNF

Thats all folks. Jangan mudah buat kesimpulan hanya melalui menilai wajah seseorang. RBF mungkin lebih baik dari RNF ada kalanya. Kes yang disebut 2 sekarang ni pun ada kebetulannya.

Nak tahu anda ada tak RBF ni, google saja quiz . Cuba try.

Ada bakat terpendamlah...

This is the picture she entered for a Jotun contest. A contest for a paint that Jotun produces. Hope she has luck and wins.

The other day I have a talk with her.

Tak sangka no hang ada bakat terpendam. Ya la..mama kagum with you for your tatarias of your nook.

Tak sombereno . From entryway ,kitchen to living room nampak harmoni. Macam pilihan ID saja. How did you do that?

Mama.do you know that I spent hours after work surfing the net, trial and error designs on my laptop. Going here and there hunting for cheap bargain. Even going to the kilangs. To Sg Buloh pulak tu. 

It seems that during that time prices are slashed as the outlets want to clear their merchandise . Discounts are given . But you have to gamble. Bayar and tunggu. Nasib tak baik kena tifooo. Mujurlah semua selamat.

Shopping during 11.11 sale got her a few things. A tv was discounted 500 ringgit. The next hour she went back to the said sale it was over. The price shot back to its original price.

Kesian pulak dia, masa kakak dia beli rumah, cikson ada utk tolong teman ke sana sini.Dia bersendiri. Mujur lah sekali dua kakak dia ada menemannya. 

Na, you buat part time ID lah. You know most of the tricks already. Tahu mana contractor yg ok dah. I suggested.

You ada bakatlah...

Mama .ni musim harum manis ka? Nak jual harum manis lah . Gitu pulak. Jadi ID penatlah. Silap2 kena dengan pembekal.She had a close shave with a contractor who wanted to mark up the price already agreed. Mujur dia steadfast . Tau macam mana nak pertahankan perjanjian. Haha.

Alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat walau hanya dapat lihat dari jauh. Semuanya sudah berjaya disempurnakan. 

Ada bakat terpendamlah anak mama nan sorang ni. Tak sangka. 

dapat lihat air swimming pool pun jadilah..

Entah bila lah boleh ke sana.

Thats all folks.