Friday, October 5, 2018

Yang menyedihkan


Tak tergambar dengan kata kata
Tak terungkai kesedihan yg bersarang di dada
Melihat kejadian itu walau hanya melalui social media.
Aku rasa macam kejadian itu merentap nyawa kita bersama.

Anak kecil itu tak mengerti keadaan sebenarnya
Yang ayah,babah ,bapa kesayangan sudah tiada
Tiada lagi susuk tubuh yang boleh ditunggunya
Setiap kali abah kesayangan balik dari kerja.

Teringat cucuku...Muhammad Fahim di ibu kota
Dengan ayahnya tak boleh beranggang lama
Akan keluar kata kata...nak ayah,nak ayah saja
Walau tok,wan,emak2 saudara ada didepan mata.

Masih sebak aku hingga pagi ini, rasa tidak ceria mengingat semua itu.
Mereka berenam pergi masa pergi membantu
Menyelamat remaja lemas dalam kolam yg dikatakan berhantu
Sedih,tak sanggup aku menonton video saat cemas dan akhir mereka di situ.

Ya Allah, Limpahkanlah rahmatmu atas mereka yg telah menemui mu
Masukkanlah mereka dalam Syurgamu.

Sedih, membelengu hati bila melihat kerosakan berskala magnitud di Palu
Minggu ini banyak kejadian kejadian menyedihkan berlaku
Melihat dia di heret ke pengadilan juga buat hati jadi sebu
Rasa harga diri aku seorang Melayu juga diheret bersama mu.

Teringat peristiwa di negara sejuk dulu
Pensyarah yg sengaja membawa isu tentang orang Melayu yg layu.
Kami penuntut rasa malu , kenapa saja buat begitu
Banyak lagi isu isu,buku buku yg bolek dikaji dalam pengajian itu
Namun, kalau saat ini aku di sana, tentu seronok dia tambah lagi tentang bangsaku...
Malas, tak ada kemahuan mahu maju sudah tentu
Sekarang penipu,pencuri pula rasaku....jadi topik dalam kelas yang sejuk beku.

Sedih sedih....


Tuesday, October 2, 2018

Yang meloyakan


Sitting for that much anticipated dish ,we were all abuzzed when some smell emanating  from nearby  That neaaaaarly killed me. My appetite I mean.
Wuaaarrgh,rasa nak keluaq balik apa yg nak ditelan.
Bau tengik itu seemed very familiar and I dont have much against it.
But to smell it when you were at your table although the food spread looks appetising, hmmm .Yuck.
Quickly finished the meal and got out of there.

Laaa...that smell followed us into the car.
Cikli has stepped on some cat's poo and brought them onto the carpet of the car.
You pijak taik kucing la...
Quickly cikli stepped out of the car and cleaned his shoes but the smell still persist.
The windows of the car remained opened through our journey home.

Adoooi ,kak . Makanan sedap. Dua kali kami pi penuh orang. Kali ketiga baru boleh masuk. Tapi bau najis kucing tu was a put off la even your food is good.Mau saja aku pi habaq kat owner warung nasi daging tu...

But bau taik kucing tu tak busuk sangat compared to what I saw on tv on the news last night. Ada lagi rupanya isu macam tu dinaikkan,didendangkan,dicanangkan.
Meloya lah. Carilah modai lain wei.. Bab Ju**q tu dah expired lah.
I really at my boiling point when I saw that video clip of that samseng warning people whom he had wronged.
Minta maaf tapi ugut2 orang was my two cents.
Hope he be meted out with justice.

My thoughts went to the days I was teaching kids. You know even year one students know what is L**at. And I guessed even those in the tadika or day care pun tahu thanks to the words being used everyday,every night.Over and over again.
Yesterday, that awful words were repeated again and again over tv.
So bagaimana... ?

Meloyakan!


Sunday, September 30, 2018

yang menakutkan...


Dulu dulu berita mengambil masa berhari hari utk di ketahui umum.
Berbeza sekarang.
Kita boleh tahu cerita dan berita live.

Melihat berita tentang 7 sekala richter gempabumi di Sulawesi, aku tergamam. Terimbau kenangan cemas tsunami di Aceh yang melarat sampai daerah kita. Bertambah risau sebab ada sanak saudara dan kenalan yg melalui peristiwa itu masih di sana. Laega bila baca tsunami warning ditarik balik.

Then,satu klip video aku tertonton. Tsunami benar2 berlaku. Cepat2 aku naikkan video itu ke timeline ku sendiri semoga jadi peringatan pada yg lain. Di tv tiada berita lagi ttg itu. Hingga lewat baru siaran tv menyiarkan dgn ada peringatan jgn sebar berita kerana belum ada kepastian.

Berbezanya apa yg berlaku disini dgn negara Jepun.
Warning dan perpindahan cepat disiarkan dalam masa dzarurat ini.
 Nah... 400 orang menjadi korban tsunami ini and counting.
Kenapa? Kenapa jadi begini?
Ada error dalam menangani sistem warning tsunami katanya. Jadi mereka terlepas pandang ttg ombak besar yg menuju pantai. Masa itu pula ramai berkumpul dipantai untuk meraikan satu peristiwa. Sepatutnya mereka tidak disitu disaat itu.

Menakutkan juga bila susuk wajah bersahaja dia muncul di PD. Apa agaknya permainan anak muda ini kali ini. Boleh lagi berjabat tangan ....

7 contenders ..kita tunggu apa keputusannya.

Aku yang selalu mengikuti perkembangan ditanah air juga diluar sana, penuh debar menunggunya.

Janganlah yg menakutkan pula jadinya.

Thats all folks.
Baru sebentar tadi anak menghantar gambar gambar ini...
Dari atas puncak bukit di negeri pantai timur.
Semoga hati yg runsing jadi terhibur.






Have a nice day..

Saturday, September 29, 2018

What a day it was,what a day it will be..



Last night, my sleepy eyes were forced to remain awake.
At a few minutes past eleven which was past my bedtime, I was still watching tv with much anticipation.
Dr. M will be delivering his speech at UN after 15 years.
Managed to watch the first few minutes but drowsiness took over me..Had taken a mug of milo before this. Hence the sleepiness. Milo is my drink if I couldnt catch my sleep..

Cikli was watching the speech keenly and clapped hard when it was over. Praises for Dr.M who was sharp and witty as usual.
Ha..macam ni lah orang bagi speech. Though the voice may waver,but in all circumstances , we are proud to have a leader of your caliber .In term of speaking your mind ,you dont mix your words.

Long before, I used to leave everything and paid undivided attention to his speech on tv.Kedahan are known for their chenge outlook. We speak our mind. And I like honest, straight without those sugar coating.But not amounting to rudeness.
And this morning watching that video of a manager scolding her staff, I was speechless.
Adoiii...cenge tak berlagu lagu ni. This is a no no for me.
Dealing with staff during my office, I met a wide range of characters. Some needed reminding but reprimands were done in the close proximity of the office. Behind close doors. Opening their minds to their potentials was a better way to bring up their performances. Scolding and shaming is not for adults...I presumed.

That tsunami has struck the island of Sulawesi was also in the news late last night. Footages of the waves ravaging the island appeared on fb after 7.7 magnitude earthquake. Pray for them.

Today... yet another news in the making.
Apalagi kalau bukan PRU Port Dickson. Harini hari penamaan calon. Katanya sampai 8 calon calonnya termasuklah seorang yg tak disangka sangka. So unsangkarable.
Ada lagi kau ye... tapi dah gemooooklah. Muka pun dah tembam.Apa la agaknya ada dalam otaknya .As for me, this character should lay low. Buat malu Malaysia saja.
Hope not to see his face on tv this penamaan calon.

There,there...from across my living room,Astro Awani is blurting the news that he is sah bertanding.
So much to see and devour these days.

Thats all folks. Bye.