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nampak sugul atas tunggul

Apa agaknya yang dimenungkan si Tam ni..
Di atas tunggul dia mengenang nasib diri
Hanya ada ibu yg menemani setiap hari
Mau pergi dia selamanya... apa akan terjadi.

Eh... mana mamanina ni?

Sometimes...things are better left unsaid or untold.

Sometimes things are better left unsaid or untold.
Bila disiarkan apa pula kata orang nanti...
Bila diceritakan apa pula kta tuan empunya diri nanti
Aduh.... payah tau menimbang kilo perasaan dan persepsi orang.
Being an over the top worrier , perkara perkara begini ada juga menggangu aku seringkalinya.

As already perceived by my close associates and family members... I have the tendecy of thinking too much. Feeling too much. Emphatising too much. As such, it could be days that I thought about a matter that transpires. Accidentally or intentionally.

There was this case of moi going out of the house and chatting with neighbours.
The moment I came back home, guilt and regrets overwhelmed me.
There was this words shouting back at me.
Hey... why the heck did I say that!

It was also the case when I was being undiplomatically insensible when talking to someone over some matters.
I thought and thought hard for weeks regretting why I said that in a tone so demanding.
Then I plucked the courage to ask for forgiveness from the person. You know what... the guilt was still there and I cant  bear to think I was wrong at the first move...

So was this case that was haunting me...
I was called on the phone by a colleague telling about a co worker of hers. She wanted to know about the person who was sent to her place as her assistant.Well being in the same circle where we shared info, I told her about her predicament. How she was on her meds and so on. I was trying my best to make her feel the person's ill health and be merciful.
Well... that was not to be... I came to know otherwise.
See... coming this from people who on the outside knows about right and wrong I was perplexed.

So ... I was wary of people who like to coin people in their conversations..

Sssssh... ni bukan saya kata tau, ni cikson yang kata...
You tau tak depa kata apa..
Dia kata....

Are some of the introductions of their speeches and conversations.

Where got people...I tak kata pun..hehe.

Happy weekends dearies.

Cuti panjang ni...

Cuti panjang sedikit dari biasa minggu ni
Cikli ajak cikson pi PB
Eeeeh ... tentu sesak kalau cuti bersambung begini
Entah entah tak celuih nak jijak kaki

Besok 24 cuti sempenan Pertabalan Yang di Pertuan Agong
Cuti yang tidak dijangka oleh semua
Maka terusiklah appointment yang di tetapkan sebelum dibuat pengumuman. Cikli ada appoinment 24 haribulan untuk check kaki di klinik pakar. Dan tahu bila appontment barunya ?
Sebulan lagi!
Waduh.... mau jadi apa2 . Naya!

Anyway..... selamat berhujung minggu.Bagiku sama aja selepas bersara dulu.Bye.

Liku hidup....Mulut capoi

Hehe... haghi ni cikson nak tulis alias nak bebel sikit bab mulut capoi ni.
Capoi.
Cakoi taulah ...mungkin itu kata banyak yg baca.
Cakoi tu sejenis kuih . Yg panjang panjang buat dari tepung. Seakan donut rasa dia tapi tak dak nya dicelup atau tatah gula dan sebagainya.

cakoi komersial
churros kata hipster

Cakoi ni kalau panas panas cicah gulai atau kaya/jam gu dengan kopi o panas petang petang sedap dap dap.

Coming back tu mulut capoi.....
According to dialek Kedah capoi tu bermakna

Mulut capoi' bermaksud org yg suka mencarut atau yg suka bercakap sesuka hati tanpa memikirkan sensitiviti sekeliling, atau mulut laser.

Menjaga selalu tak mau jadi mulut capoi tetapi kadang kadang tersasar juga.Selalu fikir dahulu supaya apa yang keluar mulut tak menyinggung perasaan orang. Kalau terjadi begitu maka akan berharilah dok tanggung sesalan kerana terlepas cakap. Tapi itulah...

Sekarang kalau layar internet, pasti akan terjumpa polimik bila orang bercakap tanpa berfikir consequencesnya. Biar artis ,pemimpin mau ahli agamawan. Hidup dalam zaman serba cepat ni, mulut atau apa yang ditulis tu kenalah buat saringan dulu. Setakat gaduh kawan kawan,adik beradik taklah gamat sakan. Tapi kalau isu yang diutarakan mengancam keselamatan orang ramai... bagaimana?

Harap sangatlah mereka yang ada pengaruh menimbang seberat timbangan sebelum keluar apa apa kenyataan...Usah jadi asbab sesuatu yg tidak baik antara kaum atau ugama.

Coming back to mulut capoi yang rakyat marhaen pula...
Tolonglah jangan menegur seseorang yang kita lihat ada sesuatu yg terjadi di tempat ramai. Contoh tengah berkumpul adik beradik ,adalah sorang tu dah jadi terlebih berat ke terlebih kurus.

Ha... awat hang macam papan. Putuih cinta ka. Kata seorang kat aku masa aku kurus kerempeng. Berhari hari aku serot dok pikiaq.
Lepas tu bila tengok aku gemok... pi pula kata macam ni
Oooi.. awat hang gemuk. Beruang kutub terlepas ka.

Rasanya penutur tu segak dan cntikkah? Tak tera mana pun...

So anak anak, kawan kawan ...fikirlah... capoi ka cakoi diri anda.haha..