Wednesday, April 20, 2022

Curhat...yeletuu.

 Tertonton juga beberapa episod drama jam 10 saluran Astro 104. Lakonan aktress anak Perlis. Kurus dan cengkung dia sekarang. Terbaca dia sedang sakit. Semoga segera sembuh.

Aku pernah kurus. Papan sekeping kata orang. Sekarang dah level tong dram pulakk.Hehe.

Put aside lah all those body shaming. Kurus kena tegur, gemok pun kena. Mulut orangkan.....

Its not the main character that interest me much. But the mother. Yes the mum. 

Amboiii... sapalah yang tulis skrip ni. 

Ehh adakah lagi emak yang mulut bagai petir Lembah Kelang? Dengan mata terbeliak melayan anak anak dan suami. Tension tau tgk character begitu. 

Oh well.. why did I relate petir lembah Kelang.? When I was in Kajang and the capital,I noticed that the level of petir there were ear shattering. Very much different from here. 

Just this morning, as I peered thru my window, I spotted a motorcycle outside the gate. A father and son on their way to school making a u turn. Ahh... lama tak kelih budak budak pi sekolah. Rindu pulak suasana sekolah.

Bukan rindu nak pi kerja tapi rindu budak budak...

Dan melintas difb tentang perihal guru guru ramai yang minta bersara awal. Terfikir sejenak. Kesian anak anak berdua yang jadi guru. Berat bebanan dengan kerenah birokrasi.

When I was an admin starting from Penolong Kanan Kurikulum, then PK Kurikulum, lastly GB,the situation was already intense. But today,as it is, its more tense. 

Remembered those crazy days during my mbmmbi days when there were files upon files in the meeting room of the school. Every pupil should have a file for every subject. Paper works must be filed. Worksheets must be filed. Crazy. Last last kementerian kata mereka tak suruh pun buat file banyak banyak tu. Kesian cikgu cikgu. Penat lelah tak berbaloi.

As an mbmmbi teacher, I said to myself...these all are crazy. And I chose not to follow rigidly. Mai orang ppd, amboi tak senang hati sbb tak banyak lembaran kerja dalam file. 

I dont do photostat work day in day out ,puan. For your info, my work is in the books. And its not the thickness of the worksheets that indicate what my students have learnt.Its about how much they have learned. How many have passed and be better than what I started with.

Tak puas hati cik puan tu. I got less mark from her than another colleague. And her report about me to gb was ridiculous. Next year I didnt continue my contract.....

She should test my student's grammar, vocabulary and reading skills....not on my files solely.

Haha... I who used to get 90 plus marks just managed to get 70 . Ayo yo kadawale..

Remembered too when I was a head, I defied order to take part in competition . If it doesnt bring benefit to the school. Just imagine an SKM school being ordered to take part against A schools. Even to the extent of reaching out to KPM. . 

Armed with statistic, I rang PPD not to make my teacher leave school so often. You all tau tak cikgu ni kena tugas luar 230 hari. Bila dia nak mengajar?

Next year I saw my teacher more often in school....berjaya kerana buat checklist kehadiran guru guru setahun.

Well, the root of the problems in school nowadays lies in too much bureaucracy. Too much input. Too much plans. 

Cikgu kena pantas, cerdik, Tau guna internet, apps, data storage.Tau hak asasi, berani.Tau jadi arkitek, designer, musician, jurutari, art director, computer programmer. Haha ..apalagi . 

Curhat seorang pesara. Yang mampu lihat saja cacamerba pendidikan kita. Yang pernah rasa situasi gila ini.

Curhat ke tu

Yeletu.

Bye.



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