Dah beberapa hari tak update blog ni.
Terasa bersarang rindu utk mengetuk keyboard kembali. Bagi seorang yang perpetual hermit ni, tiada insan nak berkomunikasi secara ftf aka face to face ni, screen laptop jadilah utk dia berbual. Walau hanya sehala.
Dulu, mulut kecoh masa bertugas... kerana terpaksa . Ialah bila jadi guru mana boleh diamkan. Tentu tak tertunai kewajipan jika seorang guru tidak membuka mulut. So for 36 years cikson ada tujuan utk pot pet pot pet doplohempatjam.
Balik ke rumah, kena menguruskan rumahtangga dan anak. Maka mulut tak boleh berhenti juga.. kena guna.
Adakala terlintas difikiran,why the sudden change. I was an absolute quiet type of person with minimal social skills. How on earth and why I chose a profession that needed me to talk.
I let go of my shyness and silentness when the needs arose for me to talk. So I did fairly well in teaching my students I presume.
Then the needs to talk on stage and in a large group was demanded of me soon after a few years in service.
The quiet and not so sociable teacher had to spread her wings further from her classrooms. She got to address audience and VVIPs in her state. Got to travel the whole state teaching teachers.
Wonder how she did that. ......
Reading news that KPM is on a one off mission of recruiting teachers, I wonder if someone like me is among the wannabe teachers. Shy, introvert to the max at the beginning ,ended her career otherwise.
So this is my say.
Andai ada anak anak ingin jadi guru namun ragu ragu kerana anda pemalu... jgn ragu ragu. Semua itu bisa diubah jika anda mahu.
Dari seorang yg teramat pemalu,ragu ragu anda boleh maju.
Tapi sejak dua menjak ni, penyakit ragu ragu,malu malu macam mai balik menguasai . Rasa lebih selamat kalau tidak berjumpa orang. Haahaa... mungkin akibat PKP PKP yang tak tau bila penghujungnya.
Ya la... bila covid ni dok bermutasi tak berhenti henti. Dengar varian delta dah ada super varian . It needs just second close contact. Ngeri...
Anda dah dapat vaksin?
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