Buntu... ehh tak lah.

 Buntu

Tak tahu

Tak mampu

Semua rasa membelengu....

Those were my thoughts these few months.

Ada haru 

Ada sayu 

Ada macam naik hantu.... phew

Things took a turn when hubby after all those due deliberations had to agree for the last alternative...DIALYSIS.

He had been subjected to a bout of illnesses which saw him in ER and warded. Then the doctors ,pakar and all gave him an ultimatum. Go for  it or get ready for the adverse. No way to turn to, he finally let the doctors did what they had to do.

In no uncertain term, cikli started his journey as a dependent of the life saving machine... After much deliberations , googling we went to Zaharah Dialysis Centre, afew km away from here.Thus started his days being a three times a week patient there.

LIFE wasnt the same anymore....

As the sole caretaker for hubby all these while, I quickly searched for what and what not to do . Whats best for him and what to avoid.

Well... Things doesnt sit well with the patient. Being advised this and that makes things worse. Mungkin salah cikson juga kan. Nak yang terbaik for him that I was overzealous . For the first few weeks cikli was adamant to do what he used to do.

Apalagi..... you could tell the result... haha.

Perang dunia pun meletus. Huhu.. Mujurlah cepat tersedar.

As a patient tentu cikli lebih terkesan. Physically and mentally. So tone down I had. Let him do what he thinks right for him. So no more watching over his meals. Pandai pandailah dia memilih. 

Come to think of it, kaum wanita senang dibentuk utk berpantang kerana biasa melaluinya. Masa pantang bersalin, apa yg tak dilarang .Kan. 

Yesterday, I saw cikli doing his gardening... Allahu. Kedegung kedegang bunyi cangkul dilaman. 

Nak larang? Oh No! Mau sentaaaap. 

Buntu. Ehh tak lah. 

Thats all folks. 

Anak di Kuantan kena PKPD. Anak di Cyber, Bukit Jalil dan Setapak berada dalam zone merah. Perlis pun dalam zone merah. Untuk cucu cucu tok terjumpa bargain kat Book Excess. Semoga terisi masa mereka berdua. Enjoy the books Pohim. That 5 year old Pohim is into books now since he could read. 

Semalam tgk adik belajar mengaji dengan neneknya lega rasa hati. 

Masa masa buntu begini, think positive. Enjoy the little things. 

Bye.