Resmi or rasmi?

 Watched NtoN again.

NtoN?

Whats that mama?

Alah..that programme featuring that fellow yang cantik ke babooom tu. Sapa tu?

Lopa? ooooh Neelofa.

And NtoN to adalah Next to Neelofa.

Isssh... awat dok tgk rancangan macam tu,cikson? Tengok Tanyalah Ustazke, Mengaji ke?

Semua atau mostly rancangan tu cikson tengok, tapi tak perlulah dok hebah dan heboh. Not my resmi nak tulis sesuatu just to show off that I am too good, learned and religious. Boleh saja copy and paste kan. 

Its not my resmi.

Sometimes pengajaran boleh didapati dari rancangan yang kita rasa entah apa apa. Bukan rancangan yang berwadah agama saja. Lainlah rancangan yang lawaknya entah apake lawaknya. Tak tentu hala.

Coming back to the NtoN tu...

The other day it was an interview with  Normala Samsuddin... Secara rasmi I am not sure what her title is . After she married Azmi Khalid, that guy from Perlis . Tak kuasa nak check up..

Instantly,wow!

Such a pretty personality with a pretty face.Ah pretty all the way.

I was taken by surprise when such a personality, could talk unabashedly about her hardship.Growing up in a village, not knowing what the next meal would be, how her mum worked hard to bring her and her sibling up....

I was touched when she related that she had to forgo her STP so that her siblings could have education too. So unselfish.

She did not cover up her broken first marriage and her broken family . Her family was broken when her parents divorced.Lofa too has a broken family. 

Tapi tu la... 

Ramai yang kalau berasal dari keluarga susah, keluarga berkecamuk, tutup rapat2 cerita2 tu. Bagaimana susah payah keluarga tak boleh diceritakan takut hilang maruah . Konon...Maka kalau sikakak atau abang menceritakan pengorbanan membesar adik2 maka itu adalah mengungkit. Takut jatuh martabat.

Eh tak semua tau yang tua sanggup berkorban utk adik2. Sanggup lepaskan peluang belajar supaya bukan dia saja yang pandai tetapi adik2 dia juga. Ada yang selfish tak ingat dunia. 

I had a mother telling me how the elder turned down a uni offer because he was afraid that they would have no money to take care of the younger brothers and sisters. Akhirnya semua berkorban utk yang lebih muda. Harap yang termuda tidak sia sia kan peluang belajar sehabis baik utk tebus pengorbanan kakak2 dan abang2nya. 

Life is full of pengorbanan. Tapi tak semua pengorbanan mau dikenangkan...

Itulah resmi setengah kita. Bila dah dapat kacang, kulit dibuang saja. Tak berguna. Ehh... why not recycle? Buat bahan api misalnya.

Resmi or rasmi.... 

Thats all folks. My rant for today. Stay happy.