Dalam keterbatasan ini.... kena fikir apa nak jadi

Watching the news on Star News if I was not mistaken, I gulped at the record high temperatures of the world at large.
There were green,blue ,yellow ,orange and RED numbers denoting the temperature at the chosen date.
RED denotes high. And yesterday I noticed some places esp in the continent of Africa with red. So too was Alice Spring, Perth and Brisbane in Australia.

Wah... panas berdehiang cuaca dunia.
Begitu juga Perthlis ni.
On my handphone, the other day,the highest temperature was forecast to be 36.
Awat tak rasa macam dok dalam oven semalam. And because of that ,the air con was on full blast the whole day. Jenuh nak bayaq karan..
Dengan cuaca begini ,badan pun mula meragam. Batuk,pening dan tk selesa badan pun sekali harung nak berkunjung.

Then cikli received a message..
A relative of tokwan's was called to rest. The wife of arwah toklang. Somewhere in Butterworth.
Its a pity that no one was available to drive there.
You tak boleh ka ? He asked.
Gulp again.... aduhai cikli if I was younger I really dont mind. Driving more than a hundred kilometres wasnt that difficult. But being on prescribed medication for my bp...takut pula makcik.

Sometimes these days my blood could go upstairs for no reason. Rasa macam yo yo saja. Up and down. Lantai pun tak rasa sekata bila dipijak. But other days I might be as okay as the lark.
Dilemma seorang wanita yang dah baya. Tapi tugas dan tanggungjawab semua terpikul atas kepala.
Seronok tgk mereka yang ada anak anak dekat dan cucu cucu yg dah besar boleh dikerah sini sana.

Seeing cikli active again with his gardening too made me cringe.
Adoi cikli... jalan pun terhoyong hayang dan sesekali macam nak tersembam mau dia panjat tangga gunting ranting jambu.
You ni... biarlah . Nanti orang mesin rumput kita minta dia tolong..
Heh... nak dengar nya dia . Rumput pula dia cangkul
Cikli, kan you tak boleh cangkul mencangkul. Bagi lah mata tu baik dulu. Agaknya mau dicangkulnya kepala aku kerana dok bebel dan tegah dia buat kerja.

Tengok sat tarikh dia..cikli unjukkan phamplet pertandingan memancing. Wow .. hadiah 50k. Mau kaya kalau menang.
Eh.. nak buat apa...tanya aku.
I dah janji dengan member nak masuk sama.
Whaaaat? You nak pi memancing? I visualise him in the scorching heat,on the rocks fishing...

Tepuk kepala .

Ya,aku macam mengongkong aktiviti dia..hmmm sapa tidak bila sakit nanti kita juga yg kena...

Entahlah cikli...kalau dah baik, bolehlah I pi lawat anak anak di KL.  Hoooray!
Terdiam dia.