WW... awan yang berarak

di lebuhraya

di simpang jalan

Di sawah bendang

macam boleh dicapai tangan..

 Indah pada yg tahu menilainya
Punya mula dan akhir pada yang tahu sainsnya
Pemberi ilham bagi yang ingin berkarya

Awan yang berarak.....bagai satu drama dalam hidup

Jangan diharap buah di dahan, angin kuat jatuh bertaburan..

Sekarang di Perlis ni berita paling in tentulah tentang buah yg katanya tak boleh ditanam ditempat lain selain Perlis dan Perlis...Apalagi tentulah mempelam harumanis.
Katanya,hanya bumi dan cuaca Perlis saja serasi dengan kerenah buah maneh melecaih dan wangi ni. Kalau kat tempat lain,buah tu masam la agaknya.

Maka sana sini orang dok gembar gembur bab harganya yang setaraf tiket utk tonton opera. Sekilo ada yang menawarkan dengan harga 50 ringgit . Dan sekilo tu dapatlah 2,3 biji.

Dalam dalam dok gitu adalah yg dapat cium harga yg lebih menasabah. Setengah harga yg cikson sebut tadi. Maka beranganlah kita nak beli sekilo dua buat anak anak yg akan pulang hujung bulan nanti. Dok dah berkira sapa nak bagi dan berapa biji seorang sebagai buah tangan.Tapi angan tinggal angan sebab buah dengan harga tu dah habis orang tempah hingga akhir bulan......

Pokok harum manis tokwan pun adalah berbuah sedikit lebih dari tahun sudah. Tentu boleh merasa. Dan haritu ,toksaad pun bertungkus lumus membalut buah buah itu...Tapi sati pagi cikson jenguk luar jendela. Nampak dua biji sebesar genggaman dan berlabuh atas tanah. Dan siang tadi pun ada lagi sebiji. Rugi. Buah pelam cikli pun tak nampak boleh dimakan lagi.

Rasanya dan dalam firasat cikson,Bulan Ramadhan nanti turunlah harga buah buah ni. Selalu terjadi orang dah tak dak duit nak beli buah buahan kerana habis dilabur di PARAM.Silap silap harga jatuh menjunam. So kita tunggu bulan Jun kalau buah itu masih ada ....tengok bagaimana.

Itulah saja berita dari utara yang agak panas cuacanya.

mengenang untung

nampak sugul atas tunggul

Apa agaknya yang dimenungkan si Tam ni..
Di atas tunggul dia mengenang nasib diri
Hanya ada ibu yg menemani setiap hari
Mau pergi dia selamanya... apa akan terjadi.

Eh... mana mamanina ni?

Sometimes...things are better left unsaid or untold.

Sometimes things are better left unsaid or untold.
Bila disiarkan apa pula kata orang nanti...
Bila diceritakan apa pula kta tuan empunya diri nanti
Aduh.... payah tau menimbang kilo perasaan dan persepsi orang.
Being an over the top worrier , perkara perkara begini ada juga menggangu aku seringkalinya.

As already perceived by my close associates and family members... I have the tendecy of thinking too much. Feeling too much. Emphatising too much. As such, it could be days that I thought about a matter that transpires. Accidentally or intentionally.

There was this case of moi going out of the house and chatting with neighbours.
The moment I came back home, guilt and regrets overwhelmed me.
There was this words shouting back at me.
Hey... why the heck did I say that!

It was also the case when I was being undiplomatically insensible when talking to someone over some matters.
I thought and thought hard for weeks regretting why I said that in a tone so demanding.
Then I plucked the courage to ask for forgiveness from the person. You know what... the guilt was still there and I cant  bear to think I was wrong at the first move...

So was this case that was haunting me...
I was called on the phone by a colleague telling about a co worker of hers. She wanted to know about the person who was sent to her place as her assistant.Well being in the same circle where we shared info, I told her about her predicament. How she was on her meds and so on. I was trying my best to make her feel the person's ill health and be merciful.
Well... that was not to be... I came to know otherwise.
See... coming this from people who on the outside knows about right and wrong I was perplexed.

So ... I was wary of people who like to coin people in their conversations..

Sssssh... ni bukan saya kata tau, ni cikson yang kata...
You tau tak depa kata apa..
Dia kata....

Are some of the introductions of their speeches and conversations.

Where got people...I tak kata pun..hehe.