The Power of NOW !

Ini kali lah !
NOW !

Have you ever been in a situation where you felt you were the ONLY one out.Out of place and out of sync.

Being an ultimate Worrier with a big capital letter, I usually find myself drowned in sorrow despites the squeals of laughters around me...
And the tons or megatons of problems kept swirling in my mind when I should be enjoying the NOW moment.

Sometimes our mood spoiled the gaiety of the moment.

Recently I came across a powerful speech by a speaker on facebook and it struck me as....why dont I found this earlier.

Now ...I tried very much to embrace it.
So if I found myself going back to the problems,the difficulties of yesterdays I tried to come back to NOW.
So if I found myself worrying my head off for the future I pull myself to NOW.

I was watching a very entertaining programme on tv when my thoughts went astray to the days fill with bitterness.
Oooi makcik....the singer has a beautiful crooning voice.Enjoy it as your hearing is not guaranteed to be yours.It might not be yours forever.
The food the contestant whipped up could be the next meal.Why not pay attention.Your eyes might fail you next time.Your appetite might leave you ...

NOW... I have only the cats with me.Am so lonely
NOW ...my loved one is in a quandary...when will all these end
NOW ...my savings is thinning rapidly..when will I be rich

Shut up you!

SYUKUR . For NOW. 

Makcik urat besi....ada cerita jerebu di hati

Susah...susah benar nak di lontarkan jauh jauh dari bermain,berkubang,berendam dalam kolam fikiran ku.It was as if life is shrouded in the cloak of darkness.Berjerebu.Rimas.Melemaskan.Mau ku kikis,ku tonyoh biar putih memancar mancar.Biar merelit lit lit.....haha ....apakehe mama dok merapu dana oooi .Kata cikli sebelum start kereta berlalu pergi.

Ya la....tak habis habis habis.Lepas satu satu.....I said when cikli mentioned that last night he went sleepless in Kangar...
Makcik tahu he is in some sort of tight spot,dilemma whenever he is sleep deprived.
Korek punya korek.....baru dapat tahu.....pengetua buat haru...

Selalunya ,biasanya from past experiences,kalau ada apa apa event yang besar,pentadbir akan panggil mesyuarat buat round table and cikli akan dibrief awal awal apa perlu di buat. The whole institution would be mobilised.Buat kerja sama sama.Gotong royong.

Tapi lain macam saja kali ni.Panggil mesyuarat.Tapi bila cikli pergi,dia pula pergi mesyuarat lain.Jenguk bilik pun macam nak lepas air kecil saja.Tu pun sambil berdiri....

Maka kesudahannya.....cikli tak tidur lena.Habis kudrat dikerahnya.Habis duit ringgit yang sedia nak habis dilaburnya.

Bagaimana lagu tu...

Awat tak lagu tu...traktor yang 8 haribulan kena masuk ,26 haribulan dah kena tempah.Hutan rimba kat belakang yang belum cukup edah kena buat  kena beri perhatian.Kerja yang berjadual dah jadi tunggang langgang......

Besok 27 haribulan katanya akan berkampung seluruh pentadbir ke daerah itu.....
Mau ke nanti kawan rakan bersenda ada harimau,gajah ,singa di jajahannya.

Adoi.....makcik kenapa tajuk lari dari isi...

La ....sbb jerebu la tu.
Banyak sangat makan asap dan debu
Otak pun jadi kelabu
Tu la ...dah merapu....

Tapi kerja rumah dah siap tau....kalau nak tahu......hehe.




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Haze Hell Over Asia....kita pindah ya anak anak

Read somewhere even the animals are suffering in this haze.Ya lah...depa pun hirup udara yang sama nak hidup.
And its no wonder mamasandaq was acting queerly .
The whole brood was put in the cage at the back of the house....bukan backside of the house ya ....hehe gelihati tervaca somewhere ada ke di tulis' 'backside'.Its the back of the house never backside of the house...huahua.

Oh K back to the point...

This morning as I was ketuk ketuking the keyboard I heard a loud commotion outside the house.At the speed of lightning I was there with Squirrel in tow.
Phew... it was ninasandaq with two of her babes.They must have braved the drains ,the undergrowth, to make the journey from the back to the front of the house.

And as usual,ninasandaq must have dragged and pulled cikteh heavily.Being big for his size it must be a torment to make that ardous journey.Poor Teh. He was lying motionless on the floor,jerking as if breathing for his last breath.And he pooed and peed.Squirrel was there beside him as if trying to soothe the baby.Then he lay beside nina putting his paws across her neck as if comforting the mum...Sabar ya ...sat lagi baiklah dia tu.

After a while,cikteh got onto his feet and walked dazedly .Macam orang kena todi....

eeeee gayat

why am I here

 

mamaaaaa

help me

ninasandaq ni...ade ke letak anak atas meja

Now.... the brood is back in the cage at the back of the house.
No  pindah pindah ya ninasandaq.

Haze Hell over Asia.....Risau ni.

Hari ni banyak sekolah ditutup di kawasan yang teruk berjerebu.KL pun.
Dan makcik baca jerebu dah mendaki banjaran Titiwangsa menuju pantai timur.Maka jerebulah jadinya Kuantan...
Dan sekolah sekolah pun diarah bercuti ganti.....disana.
But malangnya tempat tempat pengajian yang tak bergelar sekolah diarah buka.Kononnya kolej bukan sekolah.Aduhai.
Dalam keadaan begini...Jerebu mana nak kenal budak sekolah dengan budak kolej.Bila baca facebook ttg keluhan tenaga pekerja kolej itu makcik turut risau sbb anak pun ada di sana.
Semoga keselamatan anak anak disana diambil hirau oleh pentadbiran.Atau kalau pentadbiran tak boleh buat keputusan,harap KPM dan TPM sendiri beri arahan....

Risau ni .

Harap harap jerebu ni terus berlalu.Dengar tu di Riau sana dah buat pembenihan awan...

Sama sama lah kita berdoa agar keadaan sekarang berakhir segera.Baca tentang akibat menghidu udara begini bukan saja short  term effect tapi jangka panjang pun agak merisaukan....

Risau ni....