NamaWee tu Weeird

Namawee ,satu nama yang tengah hot sekarang. Hot yang tak kena tempatnya.
Setengah orang suka cari publisiti,suka cari nama ,tak kira bagaimana caranya.
SOP….buatlah sesuatu yang sensasi.
Di Malaysia ni perkara perkara sensasi dan sensitif berjalan seiringan.
Yang sensitif tu senang saja jadi sensasi.
Cuba makcik tulis sesuatu yang sensitif tentang agama,tak payah tunggu bumi ini cerah,belum ayam berkokok pun dah gah sedonia.
Cuba kita tulis artikel yang berbau rasis,macam lalat hurung taiklah datang komen komen yang beranika.
Perlukah pada diri terkenal?
Perlukah pada perhatian ramai,  media,orang kepada kita?
Ada orang perlu itu,tapi I beg to differ.

I was at anytime,a very low profile person,far from an attention seeker.I like to work in the background,doing things I like at my own pace.
But God has other plans.
He puts me in the front line.The mover,the initiator. And I have to change accordingly.
Maunya GB yang takut jumpa orang.Takut nak selesai masaalah.Takut nak beri pendapat.Takut nak buat teguran.Hancur sekolah!
Tapi GB /pengetua juga perlu ada sedikit rasa takut….being in the limelight for the wrong reason.
Jadi pengetua di Kulai dan GB di SP…tentu tidor tak lena.So kawan kawan yang masih berkhidmat….Best of luck!….Usahlah jadi sensasi pada perkara yang sensitif….Tak berbaloi!




Adakah anda selalu begini  atau begini.
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a week before eid-fahamlah saya.

Whew…there is only a week before the great day.The eid…..Hari Raya Puasa.
There’s a flurry of activities at the house next door.Could see the lady painting the grille door herself.
Pakli garnered the help of the young man to paint the rusty iron bars of the door grille. How happy I was to see both father and son working on the iron grille door.
Rajin dua beranak.Soon the black door turned to white.I thought all was alright when I continued my chores in the kitchen.When I returned I didnt notice the young man.
Where’s mrpaen ?
Si abah memuncungkan mulut sambil menggeleng kepala.Fahamlah saya.

The past raya curtain is still on the hook.
Tolong sat mama turunkan curtain tu..I requested. Its not a complicated task at all.Just a nudge here and there,the curtains would be detached from them hooks.
BUT NO! ….it was a request made yesterday.Fahamlah saya. So today,armed with a long handle of the broom,I pushed the curtain down.See,easy does it.Boleh pun buat sendiri.

The sofas need washing after seeing it used for years.
Tolong mama tanggalkan cushion tu.Sat lagi boleh mama basuh.The young man continued reading the newspaper.Tak berdehek or ber dehok. Fahamlah saya.As a last resolution,I postpone the idea of washing those brown cushions as taking them out is as hard as putting them on.Nak buat sendiri tak terdaya .Nantilah lepas bulan puasa ni.

The rubbish bin is near over flowing .Tolong sat bawa sampah tu keluar. But its still there.Not an inch has it moved.Fahamlah saya.
Hei boleh pun buang sampah sendiri.Hanya perlu jalan dan 2 tangan utknya..

I feel like eeeeeeik! I feel like wringing the neck of the person.
Ya I feel like that at this moment.
The maker of the that damned idiot video games.BEWARE,I might go on rampage.
or I might take this matter to court as had a man who had filed a case on them.I tried to retrieve the said article tapi macam selalu lah , kalau apa yang kita nak guna ,mesti punya tak akan jumpa.
Apa apa pun that silly games is making me see RED. Tapi seperti kata tokton SABAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRQ

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Please do tell me that its the same in any household.Mothers have to bear the brunt of it all.


Notakaki: dari cariforum.

HONOLULU - Seorang hakim persekutuan di Hawaii semalam membenarkan seorang lelaki Amerika Syarikat (AS), Craig Smallwood menyaman sebuah syarikat pengeluar Korea Selatan kerana menyebabkannya ketagih permainan komputer.
Hakim daerah Alan Kay berkata, lelaki berusia 51 tahun itu berhak meneruskan saman terhadap NCSoft Corp. yang mengeluarkan permainan Lineage II sehingga menyebabkan mangsa ketagih bermain lebih 20,000 jam sejak 2004 lalu.
Keadaan itu mengakibatkan dia terpaksa bergantung hidup kepada permainan tersebut serta gagal menguruskan diri seperti tidak mampu lagi berpakaian, mandi, berbual dengan keluarga dan rakan seperti kebiasaannya.
Mangsa mendakwa, firma komputer itu tidak pernah mengeluarkan amaran bahaya ketagihan secara psikologi akibat daripada permainan tersebut. - AP

No love as deep.

Life sucks.Big time.
Its not mine.But hers.She had been through a lot.
But the “suckiness”  of her life made her invaluable.She was full of wisdom.Her words selective.Her thoughts constructive.
But all is in your perception.
But my perception of her was : She’s my mother.And I truly adore her.



My mum or tokton had stayed in my house for 3 weeks.The longest ever.Previously she was with my elder sister,whom we saw as more in need of her than she of her.Complicated? My mum has been taking care of my sis elder daughter who is a special child.My sis too is always sickly with dialysis to follow every other day and her HBP.With mum at her house,the maid could be in check.She too helped around with the work in the house.

So when I gave birth to my children,I seldom had her to be with me because my sis needed her more.Only with the first child her presence in my home was felt.The rest was on my own with pakli or the helpers.
Things came differently when she was lost for words.She needed a change of fresh air. So ,the reluctant tokton came over our house after much coaxing.And indeed those three weeks that she spent with us was invaluable.And for those weeks my rambling mind was at peace.She was always giving me advice in religious matters,correcting my quran recital,and those dose of medicine for the minds.

She too gave me a helping hand in doing light simple household chores.The room she was in was spick and span.No taik cicak on the window sills,no dust on the mantelpiece.No sawang under the bed.And the bedspread was always taut,spread evenly on the bed.

Ah mum,your years roughened with dad but have you got to do it again with your children? And I can say that she is the epitome of insan yang sabar dengan kerenah manusia.And amat malang bagi mereka yang tak menghargai jasa mu.


Today,her room is empty. She’s back in SP with my 4th sister.She wished to have her id  by visiting her husband’s grave  first thing in the morning.And we cant be there Ist raya due to constraints.
I miss those sweet 3 weeks and my tears are warming in my eyes.
Dik Han,take good care of her.I know you and hb will.

And after Raya,if she wishes to live with me and my family,she is most welcome.Because I felt no love as deep as hers.

Mak,minta ampun jika masa duduk disini,anakmu terkasar bahasa ,terlanjur laku.Terkurang perhatian.
Love from the family. Jumpa lagi.

Bila Jade marah

Its been a while since I last post my jottings on those darn cats.Mok , Jade and Dell since the inception of ramadhan are getting bigger and heavier. And cheekier!
Awat besaq sangat ni? Missina exclaimed when she came back for the weekend.
Hey berat 2 tan ,missolin grumbled when she couldnt lift Mok.
Mama depa makan apa?
Well,dear kakaks,your 4 legged brothers had a field day these puasa days.Asal saja lauk tak habis,dia oranglah yang memakannya.
Tapi ada satu hari tu,Si dell curi lauk atas meja.
Ssssshoh,amboi dah pandai mencuri no? Nanti dia.Pakli said.Terkebil kebil dan sayu mata Dell memandang pakli yang sedang marah.Kemudian tunduk melihat lantai.
Pandai betul berlakon si Dell ni.
Eh eh..kenapa dok main kejar kejar dua beranak ni? Sekejap berdesup kedepan dan sekejap lagi berdesup ke belakang.Last last tengok Jade giving her snarl at Dell.

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La tentulah dia marah,Dell masih dok intai intai susu mamajade.
Dell,manalah mamajade ada susu lagi.Nak susu cair Carnation ke?
Ewah,susu Carnation lemak berkrim tak mau. Nak susu ibu juga katanya.Tu yang angin satu badan si Mamajade.
Tengok tu ,Agaknya apalah yang dikecohkan dua beranak
Mungkin dialognya berbunyi begini:

Mamajade : Dell,stop it.You are big already.
Dell : Ala mama,minta sikit pun tak boleh.No harm done mama. I need those milk to make me strong and       healthy.
Mamajade: Dah tua pun tak malu lagi.You're one of a kind.Mana ada kucing lain hisap susu lagi bila dah ada misai.

Yes,Dell is one of a kind tom cat.Shrewd ,Cunning,Handome.Tapi masih hisap susu ibunya.Dan hari itu,paen belek belek Dell dan terus bersuara:
Mama,Dell ni pondan lah.
Dia ada 6 susu macam kucing betina!

Malu lah sikit,dok nak susu tiap tiap hari

Pasal apa nak malu pula...bukan curi

tampar baru tau..melawan mak pula

Besok nak check Mok pula untuk buat inference.Eh,kucing pun ada juga species macam hazawana ke?