entahberantah 3...risau jangan sasau

Pagi pagi lagi tt terdengar bersuara pada cikli..
Kerap benar dia menyatakan kerisauan dia.hari ni pula tentang duit untuk mengurus kematiannya..
Mak ni rasa lain ni...cikli pi lah keluarkan duit dari bank.Nanti apa apa ada duit buat urusan.

Yes,mum is always talking about her going away.Like since 10 years back.And her worries is that people around her would be burdened to care for her needs.Adoi tt.
And so was this morning and every other morning that she stayed with us.
Mak...jangan risaulah.Ajal maut ditangan tuhan.Duit ringgit serah pada anak anak menguruskan.Takkan dalam 5 orang sorang pun tak ada duit nak uruskan mak..Jangan bimbang.

Hmmm tt is a worry wart.Hingga rasanya tak ada masa rasa gembira ada padanya.
Sekarang pula timbul dilema ...kami akan berpergian 2,3 hari ke Trengganu dan Kelantan.Nak bawa bersama dia alah perjalanan.So tomorrow we will have to send her to my sis house in SP.Mula lah drama dia...depa suka kah kat aku pi rumah mereka.And so on and so forth.

Haha...ingat mum saja worry wart.Tapi anak dia yang ni pun apa kurangnya.Tiga kali empat,empat kali tiga juga.Having her with me for these few months ,I could fathom why her worries have grown enormously  big.What she had been through since her younger days made her the way she is.If its been me,bukan saja risau tapi dah sasau .

The script above was written a few days back.The story continues......

We sent her to SP to one of my sibling's home alright.Rasa berat hati masa lihat wajah sayunya di pagar rumah tika kereta kami meninggalkan laman rumah itu.
Besar harapan agar dia happy kat sana.
Tapi bila balik rumah,lihat katilnya teringat dia.
Lihat bekas biskutnya teringat dia.
Sampai si squirrel pun rasanya missing her...

Mum...after settling our matters,we will be together again..Hopefully.